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    11/18/2008

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    5岁的时候不肯吃饭
    妈妈抱着我挤公交去红房子看病
    一看就是半年
    过去很讨厌她一次次说这忆苦思甜
    如今我望着病床上的她
    心疼不已
    手术的一个半小时
    我站在昏暗的走廊上
    仿佛里面和外面就是2个不同的世界
    眼泪刷刷的往下流
    害怕 恐惧
    我真的害怕再一次被告知坏消息
    还好妈妈很幸运
    我相信一定是上天听到了我的祈祷
    不舍让我再受一次打击
    早上6点 我站在徐家汇路的天桥上
    回忆了很多很多
    朋友一条又一条的消息害怕我冲动做傻事
    我也想 可惜我没有勇气
    连眼泪都控制不了
    多想有个林夕 可以躲在心中描述
    感情的起伏 和不想掩饰的痛苦
    闪光灯亮时我的笑容
    才能让旁观者满足
    不可以疲倦 也不能够认输
    谁又想让所有人佩服
    我终于明白上天关上一扇门的时候一定为会你开一扇窗
    可惜4不一定大于1
    我只想要我坚持了3年的1
    可惜好难

     

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    寞蓝 空wrote:
    希望你妈妈快快好起来,为了她你更要加油哦!
    Nov. 21
    璐 周wrote:
    关心不够 罪过罪过 偶看得懂 孤零零地走在天桥上是会让人想很多的~~~~祝福你的母亲
    Nov. 20
    莉娜 陶wrote:
    呵呵 我也想没心没肺的活着
     
    Nov. 19
    小小wrote:
    也许再过3年之后,你回头看
    会觉得现在的痛苦不过是人生路上必经的一站而已
    为了妈妈,为了他,你应该保持那没心没肺的笑容~~
    Nov. 19
    扬 符wrote:
    最后不太看的懂。。。
    不过bless你亲爱的妈妈
    Nov. 18
    Crystalwrote:
    妹妹要坚强哈,姐姐也会替妹妹的妈妈祈祷的,希望她早日康复噢~
    Nov. 18

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